Tuesday, November 09, 2010
Remember this was just a few weeks ago. Look at us now! Oh I am so in love with this photo of us. It just oozes with happiness. I wish I can bottle us up and keep us like this forever. It makes me wonder, how come you never thought of this day when you questioned me "when was the last time we went out happy and not end up fighting?" Your answer to me was never. But all that was swirling around in my head was this picture and was this day.
Today I made a choice secretly. The pain of a broken heart will continue to present itself on and off for the rest of your life. But that's why you need to start healing. It's your own life and you have a choice or not you want to feel indifferent today or enthusiastic tomorrow. There are so many who loves you and they want you to love yourself, again too. I know this sounds really cheesy but I wish I can be there for anyone who feels the way I do. When or if I make it out of this, I will be there to listen to anyone who needs someone to listen to them.
On a lighter note, Harry Potter SO FUCKING SOON!! I need to find someone who would enjoy staying in with me, but it honestly feels like there is NOBODY around me. Maybe i just need to distance myself and try to find new people. It's been awhile since I got that pounding heart feeling.
