"I understand feeling as small and as insignificant as humanly possible. And how it can actually ache in places you didn't know you had inside you. And it doesn't matter how many new haircuts you get, or gyms you join, or how many glasses of Chardonnay you drink with your girlfriends, you still go to bed every night going over every detail and wonder what you did wrong or how you could have misunderstood. And how in the hell for that brief moment you could think that you were that happy. And sometimes you can even convince yourself that he'll see the light and show up at your door. And after all that, however long all that may be, you'll go somewhere new. And you'll meet people who make you feel worthwhile again. And little pieces of your soul will finally come back. And all that fuzzy stuff, those years of your life that you wasted, that will eventually begin to fade."

Iris (Kate Winslet), The Holiday

just when i thought i have to survive on bread and butter for the next few days before it hits febuary....

jarrod dropped me a message to tell me that i still have a cheque with Gjs.

backpay!!! shiok yeah.





cheryl's biggo 21st later.
peeeeektures up when i'm back.

i cant help but to agree more with emily and her last entry on the blog.

there aren't many guys whom i can actually talk girl talk with. i mean, you know, school, friends, pms, hair, make up, dating, sex, and whatnot.

according to experience, i seriously suspect that there is a universal handbook for men, which dictates "you so sad for what?" "screw it lah" "relax lor" for replies to girls in distress.

it's exasperating!

last night was the steamboat and dessert at bugis. never knew this wierd mix of friends could actually lead to a whole lot of laughter and a little bit of tongue wag. followed by a crazy drive through AMK in search of a particular house. Imagine that. me with my rotund tummy tucked under the steering wheel, risking getting my car crashed with every passing vehicle.


i have launched an attack on oreos early morning. i have since gobbled down 4 mcvities and 5 oreos, soaked in milk and eaten whole. heaps of "xiao man tou, wan zhai" and now, contemplating if i should reach for that kinderbueno just lying next to my phone. i won't hesitate on other days, but after hearing emily said that i became smaller, i really wanna stay this way.

i miss that girl so much.

"su ying, su ying! wo hen xiang ni ah"


i've decided to give butter factory a shot tonight, i hope it's worth all that rave.

off to lunch at grandma's! toodles.

mummy and i signed up for a knitting course this morning. i'm very excited for class to start.

recently installed a new version of internet explorer, a few days back. It couldn't start and hangs the entire comp everytime i open it. somehow, today it miraculously got better and started working out pretty fine. well, that should explain my week odd hiatus.

except for a couple of smses i received, this week has been marvellous thus far and i hope the remaining of it will be just as great.


i never believed the female pursuit of mr. right, should go this way, to mr. almost-right & ultimately settling for mr. anything . why should it be? in the span of 28 minutes on my mobile, i went from incomprehension to anger then euphoric.

wanna lomanteek?

well then, give me a good enough reason to.

do you believe in love at first sight?







or do i have to walk past again?

"you know you very handsome or not " "and, babe, happy new year"