so my family and i went to have korean barbecue for dinner - sizzling slices of ox tongue. Deep red and wafer thin. And succulent, fatty pork belly strips, cooked to a divine dripping crisp. It was heaven. It was rapturous. It was the sweet, sweeeeeeet nectar of saturated fat.

i'm horrified, i've gained a larger tummy.


on another note.

it's over. this chapter is finally closed.

thank you for believing. i wouldn't have made it without you.

thank you. merci beaucoup.

see you tomorrow for a bigger woohoo.

i love you, we did it.



then it's the mad mad rush for the exams. all other years were bad but this year seems to be the worst. me losing focus on school is one thing but the thought that i have to go through another year of this rubbish struck me and i was on the verge of tears.


school threatens my sanity.

to a dear friend i hold close to my heart,

i hope to see you this sunday.

poto.

we're gonna play dress up.

however, as optimistic as i think i am, there is a small part of me that is
afraid of the prospect of picking up the pieces and doing patchwork on my heart again.

everyone promises you happily ever after, but life turns into a different kind of fairy tale.

so now, i feel like i'm dancing the salsa,

for every one step i take forward, sub-consciously take two back.

looked like an idiot bopping to justin timberlakes, while skipping home in the windy neighbourhood tonight.

for the past two days he made breakfast for himself and me. a steaming hot cup of milo with less sugar, 2 eggs (with the yolks a little runny) and 2 slices of toast... and I am in heaven.

by 11am, we decide what we're going to do for the rest of the day


for those who were wondering if everything was fine, yes, everything is good.


to my dearest jillene tan jun hua,

life definitely won't be the same without you around

to share gossip and a cigarette.

i'm missing you already. ):

you and kat are the first two people and i really really really mean first two, when i made up my mind. the friendship we painstakingly knit together, i find so hard to let go.

goodnights and goodbyes. we sing it's just goodnight and not goodbye. i doubt i will ever find anyone who could make me laugh more. no matter where you are, remember that i always carry your heart in mine.

Did you ever stick your arms out and spin and spin and spin?

Well, that's what love is like.

sometimes i just wanna run away. but i find myself going back and trying again.

LORD you taught me how to love.

please teach me how to forget. to let go.

to empty the heart and start anew.

Amen.

i hope wednesday wouldn't be as wierd as what we had today.

there are times when I feel that you're lying to me, but because I love you, I will never call your bluff.

why did the all the laughter with a capital "HAHAHA" and EX!CLA!MATION marks end up with awkward pauses in between every statement?

i thought that was rather sad.