Tuesday, August 14, 2007
these last few weeks i’ve been a bit gloomy.
my constant efforts to socialise - to make sure that i don’t suddenly find myself caught in a slump - my night-outs, dinner parties, dates with sam, hanging out with girlfriends, buffets with the august babies, chocolate consumption… have not been as helpful as i had hoped.
ugh. i hate being so hormonal.
the boy has been so completely and utterly wonderful, gentle, wise, patient and loving. the other day, he came home from camp and walked through the door. i was cooking dinner in the kitchen. the moment he caught my eye, he knew i had a bad day.
despite my protest, he dragged me to ecp. we ate dinner. sat in a cafe. sipped hot chocolates. read the magazines. things were so perfect, that i had this sudden urge to cry.
