well the weekend's here and the initial excitement has fizzled into dreadfulness of an impending boring week ahead.

been catching up with some of my pals during the last few weeks. Its always interesting to see how years have caught up with us though memories shared still seem so near.

every friendship has a certain degree of affinity and affection, sometimes this relies on a shared experience, a common interest or a comparable chapter of life

however there are moments when i feel all alone, and to find a confidant is like looking for a needle in a meadow.

the thought of finding someone for comfort and understanding has already tire me, let alone the entire process of arranging to meet and telling my sob story to another.. placing a bet on whether they could embrace your woes and restore your strength.

nevertheless when i push myself to do that, i never fail to be re-energised. Besides feeling supported, i would feel a greater sense of self-worth when i get to contribute to their lives too.

conclusion: As iron sharpens iron, so one man sharpens another - Proverbs. 27:17. =)

i really don't know if this particular friend was referring to me but while i begin to continually worry about the things that make us cold...

i don't think a bbq should even be the basis of our friendship.

cheryl wasn't even informed of it either. does that make her less a friend? and the reason why i didnt call her is the same reason why you werent called. BECAUSE i don't want you to feel out of place.

(M. true friends aren't friends that hover around you all the time. they are the people that always make time for you regardless when the others are busy with work or caught up with something else.)

would love to elaborate but judging from how you've already said your piece, need i say more? even complications simplify through time, besides, we already went through this the other time.

p/s: but well, procrastination is a bitch.