I'm sorry but tonight just triggered a myriad of emotions. I don't know how else to vent my frustration so i'm just going to vomit everything out here.

Days back.

I cannot stand it when you tell someone something and the whole world knows. If i wanted the world to know, I would have gotten myself a loud-hailer, not a friend.

My point is, there are many ways to justify yourself. I admit I was irresponsible on my part. But seriously, is there a need to use such harsh tones and bad notes. Some may call it easy-going but he-who-knows better knows it's simply plain rudeness and low down sarcasm. Afterall, we did have supper after work and our own fair share of fun.


Well, human nature think too highly of themselves.

Now.

i'm gonna crawl back into my sheets with hope that the following days will be easier to get by. Funny how a day can sometimes seem longer than a week.

A wave of nostalgia hit me and since, all i could think of was you. For the good times and the bad times we had.

I guess for the past one year, all I did about you was to put you at the back of my head. The things I tried so hard to put behind are now resurfacing to eat me alive. I need an outlet, I can die without one. This is what this is for. Something for me to pen down my thoughts.

Somehow, I know I've survived a train wreck, alive, strong and more loved. But still, I'm stuck right here in memory lane. Everything seems to have come to a stand still, I'm living in a world of my own. oblivious. Everything is strangely familiar. I've done this before. Oh yes, with you.


All in all, I'm moving.
If I can do this whole thing, i can do anything better.